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Bah... not really in the best of moods right now. Just recieved my first semester results. Extremely extremely upset by it. If i were to rate how lousy i feel about myself right now
it would be 25/100.... yeah the same result mr moore gave me for my java assignment and i spent nights on it. Did i underachieve? Did i not spend enough time staying up late? Did i not put in enough effort in it? Did i not know where i was going? Did everyone who had a pass put in more effort than me? They're probably smarter than me. Sigh. I dont know what to feel right now. My brain is empty, my heart is hurting, my tears are rolling, my hands are typing. I asked for a second chance and i was damn lucky to be blessed with it again... my dua bei gong(some chinese god) gave it to me and what the hell did i do? I ruined it. I dissapointed my mum, my dad, my dua bei gong, and most of all, i dissapointed myself the most i think.Sigh. Whatever. Tomorrow the sun will still rise. Still have to get on with it pass or fail, tears rolling or not rolling, heart breaking or not breaking. I think i'll just go get a goood sleep and wake up tomorrow. It'll probably do me some good. Alot of self reflection to do.

Shibe
walked alone
7:53 AM




lynn . fifTEEN . 14o3'1992 .
loves CLOUD.

reasons for living;
singing . art . graphic design . web designing . alt rock/metal/emo music . guitar . hp . computer . family . friends .

ADDICTED on/to - cloud . leehom . drama series . drawing . sleeping . crapping . MUSIC . senses fail . underoath . soty .

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wishes for . a husky . art skills . scanner . new camera with printer . new computer . better mp3 . major sound system . tons of cds . weight loss . height growth . true love


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