Mum woke me up at freaking 7am in the morning asking me to go jogging with her. BAHH! Must be the fault of those stupid cellulites !!! She's been quite into her jogging routine since she found out that she gained weight and she's been determined to shed off those stubborn cellulites. In fact, my mom is still far from being overweight, its just that those damn cellulites found a place in her body again. MY going to be doctor cousin told us that running actually burns of those stubborn cellulites! That's when i think she set the entire female population in the family on an exercise frenzy. Skinny, Fat or Petite, we all females avoid cellulites like plague. Considering the fact that i only fell asleep four hours ago, it was quite amazing that i woke up willingly to go jogging with her. Ahhh... the power of love.... suits the christmasy mood isn't it? =) I kinda needed the jog badly also, one to keep in shape, two - wake myself up fully. three - to clear my thoughts and i dont exactly hate jogging also. Mum told me its better to jog in the morning instead of evening time because that is when the trees in punggol park photosynthesis and oxygen is given out --> air fresher / we dont need to compete with oxygen. That's her theory... not mine... she probably heard it from the radio station or something. But it makes sense. Sadly, i only ran 1.6km today(tat's like for primary school kids)... gonna start on increasing my distance pretty soon. Come think of it, i thought of something someone had said while watching a guy breakdancing. " I think your knees will break if you tried that..." and she laughed. I know she's just kidding and dosent mean any harm, but i just didn't understand why she had to make a joke out of someone's disability. It's not like i asked to be born with it. People's knee break very funny meh? Shit You. And i actually laughed with her. What the hell was i thinking. I wasnt even affect by it till now it just suddenly slipped into my mind. Nevermind, i shall be an angel today and go to sleep without any unhappy thoughts in my head. Will shoot her head off if she tries this kind of joke again.

Shibe
walked alone
7:52 AM

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walked alone
7:19 AM

Shibe
walked alone
7:18 AM

You know how some people makes a big difference in your life? Hah! I just realised my brother is one such person. Came home on wednesday with a "Boy ah!!! where are you!!!" ( i was about to ask him to iron my clothes.. yes i know im a da xiao jie haha) Then i got to know from my mom that he went to stay over my cousin's home for a few nights for a full "maple" package for a few days. I still don't understand what's so interesting 'bout that damned mushroom game. Don't get me wrong, i love edible mushrooms alot. =). Realised how quiet and lifeless the house could be w/o him around. Perhaps im used to his constant pestering at least 3 times per hour when we are breathing the same air. Hah! Anyway, he just came back a few minutes ago. Ah... now I feel normal again.

Shibe
walked alone
3:58 AM

Bah... not really in the best of moods right now. Just recieved my first semester results. Extremely extremely upset by it. If i were to rate how lousy i feel about myself right now
it would be 25/100.... yeah the same result mr moore gave me for my java assignment and i spent nights on it. Did i underachieve? Did i not spend enough time staying up late? Did i not put in enough effort in it? Did i not know where i was going? Did everyone who had a pass put in more effort than me? They're probably smarter than me. Sigh. I dont know what to feel right now. My brain is empty, my heart is hurting, my tears are rolling, my hands are typing. I asked for a second chance and i was damn lucky to be blessed with it again... my dua bei gong(some chinese god) gave it to me and what the hell did i do? I ruined it. I dissapointed my mum, my dad, my dua bei gong, and most of all, i dissapointed myself the most i think.Sigh. Whatever. Tomorrow the sun will still rise. Still have to get on with it pass or fail, tears rolling or not rolling, heart breaking or not breaking. I think i'll just go get a goood sleep and wake up tomorrow. It'll probably do me some good. Alot of self reflection to do.

Shibe
walked alone
7:53 AM

For some reason, the song 'Chasing Birds' By Snow Petrol keeps running through my head. My song of the moment. I'm pretty amused by the song title. Why Chasing Birds? Oops. I just unknowningly made a HUGE mistake. LOL... HAHA. It's chasing cars!!! Not CHASING BIRDS. LOL. No wonder my friend couldnt find that song for me. I must be missing the stupid bird that died in my house haha. BLUR ME. Anyway, the band EIC played this song at heerens just now. Recieved quite a number of applause. That was the only song i liked out of the many acoustic songs they played. The vocals wasnt as strong. Infact, last week, i was back at the same place and we heard a better band playing. J and i were around cineileisure when j suddenly said she wanted to cross the road (0ver to heeren) cos she heard some band performing. it was a point of no return after we heard them play their first song. J forgot about getting her sandwich from subway, and i forgot about my drink. the band was playing so beautifully. Guy in beanie playing guitar was cute, the other guy also not bad, his vocals were pretty strong, guy in beanie is very cute cos he can play and sing well. and we just stood there outside heeren for two hours listening to the band. It was worth it i tell ya. Maybe its cos they were all playing songs that j and i could associate to. For eg. WONDERWALL BY OASIS, LOVE ME BY COLIN RAYE, COLLIDE BY HOWIE DAY, DONT LOOK BACK IN ANGER BY OASIS, WONDERFUL TONIGHT BY ERIC CLAPTON, etc etc. It was 'WOW'! We were amongst the first people to join the audience but as the time goes by, we realised that more and more female audience were joining the crowd cos they were mesmerised by the good looks and voice of the guitarist. (like me). After the whole thing, i told j it was one of those nights where i was feeling real good and i can just sit down all at once and get my assignments done....the after effects of the band's performance - 'Wow'. Five stars for them!!! AND i went back there today, hoping so hard to catch the bands performance again... but sigh...it was a different band. I know i''ve mentioned that the guitarist was cute and can sing at least 3 times in different manners and sequences over the past 50 sentances, But i just cant help gushing over him. I cant help it when he's got such a nice voice. =)=)

Shibe
walked alone
7:49 AM

Hi there! Time for a change of the blog skin. As much as i adore my previous blogskin, its time to move on... and here i present you michelle branch!!! yeah! I adore her guitar skills so much. Have yet to get the wreckers' album yet though im pretty much a fan of jess n mich. Hint hint. to those who have access to my blog haha. im turning 20 on da 25th of this month.. guess i cant spend it well again this year... cos im working!!! on the brighter side, but this year sure confirm 100 % wont kena sabotage de. haha. no more of dragging me into sea water, no more water parades and wet toilet paper trashing in the toilet. haha. thank god. seee... im trying not to complain or whine here... which is a good thing. Someone kinda made me realise it a couple of weeks back. Thanks man, i didn't know whining could irritate some1 so much. it's actually okay to whine, but its frustrating with a capital 'F' when theres something you can do about it and all you do is to just sit there and whine. Wait...this isn't considered bitching rite? Watever. Im a biatchhhhh.
'Tine from the next cart was walking around as usual(instead of being at her cart...lol) when i asked her about how my display was today. She just looked at me and said " I think being messy is one of the mst outstanding things about you." I was like 'huh' messy? and i looked at my display of all the bags etc. to me, it wasnt messy at all. But what she said really left me thinking. Maybe thats something special about me.. I'm untidy! haha. I think it comes around it a circle. I'll be untidy, then i'll clear up and then i'll end up being untidy again. Lol. If it isn't untidy, then it isnt me. I guessed i've moved on from the very untidy type to the type who actually makes an effort to organise her things, which is quite a big step for me already. I'm still improving. But it would be almost a 0% to achieve the level of a neat freak.

Shibe
walked alone
9:32 AM

Greetings! =) Im feeling recharged today after dedicating most of my time to my assignments. Got honked by an irritated driver on the way to school yesterday cos i was still taking my own sweet time on the road and i didnt notice the blinking man had already turned red. Guess the honk woke me up from my daze. I was in a daze the whole day yesterday and my friend had to repeat what she said at least 2 times. Guess im really tired from all the midnight burning, yesterday was the last lap for me. And seriously, i look like crap now with all the stress-related acnes and god damn eye bags. So Frankeinsteinish. And after feeling so horrible and crappy for the entire day, i cant believe i actually chose to sit beside 1 stinking man in the train. Im pretty sure it was the sweat, or body odour, im not sure which.Eeeeewwwww. But i was too tired to actually move and there were not many seats around also. To sum it up, had an unpleasant journey home yesterday. Since i was free the whole of today, i decided to clean up my entire room. Guess my mom is the happiest person around cos she prefers to have the whole house spotless. Put a few random things here and there and she'll complain about untidyness. After 20 years, i've finally adopted quite abit of her lifestyle. I do clean up my room quite abit when i get into the cleaning mood and im not that messy anymore hehe.
Anyway, i was just checking my email just now when some ad about monash university caught my attendtion. It shows a picture that shows this exact message "Im going to monash, are you coming?" Though it was just a simple message and ad, i suppose it left quite an impression.
Here's a list of ad's that made an impression :

1. Spunky's (my best friend) ad for some buscuit. It started off with ants eyeing on the leftover buscuit crumbs on the table. They were brainstorming on how to move all the buscuit crumbs until one smart alec suddenly had an idea, so all the ants formed a human chain. When a group of ants were passing buscuit crumbs through the air, it fell and broke. Thats the part that advertises the crispiness of the buscuit. Coming from a design talent in the marketing field.

2. This Ad shown in almost every movie theatre ive been. Its the one abt the little indian gurl who wanted to get birds for her brother who's going away on a trip to wish me good luck but didn't have enough money. Then some guy in white, I forgot his name, paid for dozens of birds using his credit card, i think it has a catchy phrase - " All it takes' that comes with it. HeartWarming.

3. Singtel's ad. This happened a few years back where they had this kid having a conference call with her dad who's overseas. She kinda called him 'daddy' over the phone, and then it shows on the dad's face how happy he was. We were all watching this on tv one day when my lil cousin who still couldnt talk by then started saying 'Daddy ah..daddy" . and it became her very first words.

Cheerios. Im off to watch my dvd now hehe

Shibe
walked alone
8:45 AM

I miss doing this


85 qns Message:

Start Time: 12 36
2. Name: shee
3. Nickname: shee / hwa2(yuck) / muff / aloe vera / vera / apewah / wahwah /
4. If u were a skittle what color would you be: the red one, and the yellow ones, the green ones cos they're my favourites
5. Chinese Zodiac: * roar *
6. horoscrope: hate to admit it, but im a libra (tat explains my undecisiveness)
7. Hair color: Brown with highlights
8. Eye color: can tell tat its brown only under certain light. under normal lights, between brown n black
9. Height: 160 ..
10. Favorite Color: White, black, baby pink, maroon
11. glasses? yeah. only wear at home
12. Braces? Yup! Counting down to the days to october. My poor teeth dying to be freed.
13. Piercing/tattoos? believe it or not i used to have 3 piercings on the right ear, 2 on the left
14. Alcohol? Yeah, only when my dad drinks, before he attempts to finish up the whole bottle.

******HAVE YOU EVER******
17. Cut your own hair? Of course. when i was 5. look kinda cute haha
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?? Hmm...cant rmb wat i did last month. but who dosent have regrets?
19. Get Drunk? Close. My face n neck was super red and i was a lil tipsy.
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur g/f or b/f? maybe my mom or dad, but i probably did it when i was much younger(tatsbecos they asked me to). not really a person who likes kissing stuff.. yuck
21. Skipped school? For a very good reason during my last sem in poly.
22. Bungee jumped? Hmmm, that G-JUMP @ clarke quay considered or not? LOLS.
23. Had sex outside? NOPE
24. Dumped someone? Hmm... i dun think its considered dumping, cos there wasnt even a us yet. NEXT...
25. Been arresteD? nope
26. TP'd someone's house? TP'd is wat?
27. Won something? Yeah haha. Tickets to the WESTLIFE showcase
28. Do Drugs? Never in my life
29. Been Broke Financially? Yeah.
30. Been Rejected: Yup, thousands of times.
31. Been to a funeral? Believe it or not, only once
32. Used a lighter? Yeah, but not for smoking purposes
33. Been on stage? Yup...most awful experience was when some brit teacher made me wear all orange. bah.. fashion disaster
*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: Winter. Cos i love christmas the most.
35. Food: Whatever my mom cooks, Gramps Teochew Soon Kuey , Whampoa Hokkien Fried Noodles, Whampoa Fried Oyster, Whampoa Carrot Cake, Ya Kun Kaya Toast , green tea bun from isetan near borders.
36. Ice cream flavor: I prefer fruity ones like peach, strawberry.. etc. Oh and nothing beats Hagen Daz Strawberry ..they're heavenly.
37. School subject(s): English, Chinese , Maths , Com Skills, Programming
38. Person(s)? My close frens,best friend and family.
39. Bag? The one that spunky bought for me in France. HEHE. It's special.
40. Drink(s): Green Tea Frappa From StarBucks
41. Book(s): Books by Tony Parsons, Californian Something (i forgot) by Belinda Jones , In her Shoes By Jennifer Weiner
42. Movie(s): Adam Sandler's movies n Movies by Steven Speilberg ( not sure wats the spelling)
43. Song? Changes from time to time. Right now, its I think i love you by BYUL
44. GARDEN? GARDEN??? GARDEN??? Maybe Madison Garden in LA la.. tats the only garden i can think of.
45. State? No idea. Havent been outside of ASIA. Singapore Maybe
46. Place? Home and clarke quay or esplanade area when its not heavily littered by incosiderate litterbugs and not heavily populated with ppl watching fireworks. Borders
47. Sport to watch? Only sport i watch is soccer occasionally la.
48. Place to study? In my bed room / Library alone w/o ppl disturbing me
49. Bands/musicians? Michelle Branch, Wreckers,Jay,Lee Hom,Usher,BIIIIII
50. Letter(s): C C C!!!
51. Restaurant(s) : Pastamania, Long Johns, Pepper Lunch, Yoshi
52. Cartoon Character(s) : dun like cartoons haha.
53. TV Station(s): dunno hahaz. i seldom watch tv
54. Name for a son : if i ever have 1, it'll definitely be something tat'll make him smart

55. Name for a daughter: same as above
******DO YOU PREFER******
56. Chocolate or Vanilla?: chocolate
57. ice cream or chocolate? ice cream
58. Long relationships or one night stands ? Long la
59. Dogs or cats? dogs
60. Scary movies or comedies ? comedies
61. Short hair or long? short la
62. Croutons or bacon bits? CROUTONS?? wats tat?
63. Kissing or hugging? i dun like kissing!! definitely hugging haha
****FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND****
64. Mexicans: cowboys??
65. School: my school sucks.
66. Grass: Moo
67. Cow: HL milk
68. Canada: Music / Maple leaf
69. Mouse: Jerry Mouse
70. hands: nails
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie? yeah, ant bully was nice
72. Talked on the phone? yes
73. Cried? for wat? nope
74. Threw up? nope. are you a doctor?
75. Drank a glass of water? yes
76. Done Drugs? nope.
77. Read a book or magazine? yes
78. Watched TV? yes
79. Looked in the mirror? yes
80. Taken a shower? yes
81. Taken a picture? nope
82. Listened to music? yeah
83. Kissed someone? how many times must i tell you? -_-
85. Told someone you liked them? nope ahaha

Shibe
walked alone
9:13 AM